ALYSSA PALMER.
fall back, play front.
Friday, January 26, 2007
I've got nothing much to say. Just that I really can't take it any longer.
Today started out quite well with 6 free periods. I guess all the teachers were still in the camp-mood.
So after those 6 periods, I thought maybe for one, today would be a good day.
When we left class, everything was still hanging alright.
Hair was neat today, had a strong urge to play. Everything was good!
Warm-up was not bad. Everything was on my side today.
The weather, the playing conditions, the venue, everything!
Then, boom! Match gets postponed and what are we to do?
Return to school, rest for the day.
But no, we go back to school.
To do suicides after suicides; Ballwork after ballwork.
What sucky things right! Ugh.
Stayed back to do a pretty long team-talk till we met Mr. Night Sky.
Grr. So not everyone got all emo and stuff.
But thanks for your concern anyway, everyone.
You all are the best team I can ever wish for.
I love you, SAC Netball.
Momentarily, all I can say is:
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
It's called Karma.
I wish I could take some time off, go to a deserted and quiet place.
Scream till I'm done, and feel much better.
Oh, how I wish.
I wish Natalie was a professional psychologist already.
Then I could walk my two-minute route for her to hear me out.
Instead, she's in the same situation I'm getting all tangled up in.
Oh, how I wish.
I wish it'd all be easier, no need for stressing and pressing.
Just like a normal pop song.
I'm gonna breakthrough, I'm gonna have some fun.That's what I wanna do.Why can't it all be simpler?
Oh, how I just wish.
You just don't know what it's like.
That's all there is.
There isn't anymore.
I hope tomorrow would be better.
